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forgetful and fading

by Sports Coach

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1.
feel it for a moment in my lungs ice has formed, crystals filling up a passage way a narrow, daring, escape breathing can be hard when it's all so beautiful it's all so beautiful why should i try to get out? would i care if i lost my way, if i lost my way? a future is a daunting task and we are all so scared of that feel it for a moment in my lungs a passage way closed off too narrow for a future yet still i breathe again and i don’t even care it's all so beautiful this place is so beautiful i knew that i’d save myself in the distance a lake has frozen thick enough to save you but you can walk, you can run if you so choose to
2.
burns into my eyelids i don’t see what i want to so i don't see anything at all if it falls into my hands i'm confident i'd drop it my calluses have no grip at all im not ready for what i was working towards if i disappear i'll be right here if you need me
3.
this is something about satellites with no luck how do i get out of this one? it's moving off, fast again a small dot, seemingly never fit in hold up a solemn hand and reach out cut it off and ask yourself why do i, why do we never float off, seemingly they drift above with no problems something always right when the sky is fading displaying something you never knew was there at all something always right yet forgetful and fading this is something about looking up from under the water how do i get out of this one? inability and indecision are exactly what i need to drown myself looking up we ask why do i, why do we care at all about what we care about drifting off the satellites are always forgetful and fading
4.
they shuffle in the day has passed again they look around solemn grin spreads itself why would i care at all? why would i worry so? they walk by us night has passed again we look around solemn grin ends itself losing feeling they said you’re healing i believe them
5.
always looking up at things i’ve known never had nobody to tell me which way that i should go i don’t want to hear them any more it always intrigues me how i ever thought that i would be who you knew me to be wrote it in a poem and threw it out they’re believing in something else they’re believing in something else they’re believing in something else they don’t know nothing about always reaching into nothingness never had nobody to stop me which is why i try my best no i’ll never fear nothing
6.
I don’t think I got this anymore than you do and all the situations they’ll burn us to the ground I don’t think i got this or is it in the bag? you’re boarding up the windows a view is all you had so hold on to it all now i will do it quickly i will bring it all here so what you need from me?
7.
treading lightly on the stairs they have woken all around up in arms there's a light it's here, waiting glimmering brightly yet there's always second plans backs breaking far away cracks in the floorboards melodies when you’re leaving yet you cannot go too far you’re hardly moving perhaps what you see isn’t what you need we all have our reasons for disappearing
8.
something in the dead of night moves about i think i’ve found it in myself if i had a way to help you i would but i can't can i? but i can't can i? but i can't can i? you’re the only one who can help yourself you’ll be fine in time turn to yourself you don’t need nobody else something in the way of hope moves about i think you’ve found it in yourself if you had a way to help me you would but you can't can you? but you can't can you? but you can't can you? I’m the only one who can help myself I’m sorry for what they do to you over-worked and tired you ought to go home but thats not an option is it we all work ourselves to the bone
9.
all the furniture is gone now carried down the back stairwell to be shipped off and sold out but still, this room will never be empty it holds too much sentiment and memory if these walls could make sound they would be a symphony we would all gather round listen to our lives played out for better or worse all the floorboards, they said they watch the ceiling instead of thinking about anything i do the same sleep soundly in a new bed with better views of an outside looking in it's no surprise you’ve found yourself in the floorboards scratched up, it's not your fault this happens with age and time a way to say goodbye to be quite honest it's all just the same different places speaking the same names
10.
you left it in the window sill drift around and drift till it's done it's fallen by the easels side no ones done nothing for no one at least not here fallen from the top floor comes crashing, bits and pieces like picking up solid glass no sound but a sharp endeavor they can hold it real fragile crush dreams and ruin souls no use in putting things together they just tear apart at least not here despite ourselves we find we’re hardy moving we try so much rewards are small inclusions we give so much i think i’ve lost all my limbs no sadness here tell myself i’ll grow as i would...

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straight out the fucking dungeons of rap

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released December 16, 2015

all songs + recording, mixing & mastering by sports coach.

album art by sports coach + alyse stuck.

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